[ LUUUUUUKE he's so cute. sorry about death three. it's worth it.
for what it's worth, sidon does not tease him. he reaches and gives him a supportive little shoulder squeeze instead. ]
I understand! You can love... or be in love with someone and not with them. [ for any number of reasons ] But it's clear she cares for you as well. And you are a wonderful, intelligent person!
[ HE THINKS HE HAS A SHOT, IF HE WANTS TO TAKE IT..... ]
The shoulder squeeze breaks his arm (no). HE FEELS SO TINY BESIDE SIDON THIS IS THE WORST THING EVER. LIAR MODE ACTIVATE!!!]
Ah... well--she's a caring person, and I'm still her family no matter what, after all. [Smile!! It tastes like acid in his mouth but at least he's lived with this basically his wholeass life, since he never confessed like a weenie.] As long as she's happy, I am too.
[That one is a tad more sincere; he treasures her happiness more than anything else in the world. It is, in fact, the leading cause for most of his stupidest decisions, such as ghosting her for eight years and lying about his impending death.]
[ STOP DON'T RESORT TO LIES YOU LITTLE SHIT!!!!! he just felt his honest emotions for himself?
he smiles, though it's a little less of the exuberant glee of finding out that luke is in LURVE. it's small, sincere. ]
I understand. It's important to love people that way.
[ loving others so much that their happiness can become yours. he feels that broadly as a prince towards his people, but of course individual affections are to be treasured too. ]
...I hope you know that she probably feels the same way. That your happiness and safety are something valuable.
[ AHHHHHHHHHH FINE the void decides to turn all blue and misty as they're suddenly at the bottom of a waterfall. memory hours... please understand that i spliced this between aoc + botw + totk content because this franchise hates me. ]
[UWAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH MY ZORA FAMILY FEELINGSSSSSSSS
Luke can't even lose his mind about tiny baby Sidon BECAUSE THIS IS SAD... truly the void picked equal opportunity grief doxxing. Luke is a massive hypocrite, so even though he pawed at Sidon to try and make him stop Perceiving, he reaches out now to put a comforting hand on Sidon's arm.]
[ zora royal family angst...... he startles out of the memory, but picks up his composure quickly, putting a hand over luke's with a slightly rattled smile. this hypocrite. ]
I do, yes. [ he does. he lets out a huff. ] But it was a long time ago.
[ a pause, considering. ]
...Maybe that's silly of me to say. These things have a way of staying with you, no matter how the years pass.
[ sweet luke... combined with the applebees lore they just got.
he gives his arm a squeeze. ]
I'm sorry.
[ which sounds a bit rote, but he is. loss is so personal and individual, but he does sort of understand. he doesn't usually talk about this either, even if he isn't secretive. ]
I do believe time makes things easier! [ it soothes the anger of a wound. ] But I know that even if the memory fades, it leaves an... absence, I suppose. There's still learning to live around it.
[ what's lost doesn't just fill back in. a missing memory isn't just replaced wholesale with new ones. ]
[It is a little rote, admittedly, but Luke doesn't really mind it. At least not any more than he minds the general concept of Being Perceived.]
Mm, I guess so. [Truly, he has shoved these emotions so far down, committing fully to the part of being Not A Burden since before he was even in school. It feels incredibly bizarre to think about it now, let alone talk about it with someone he, arguably, doesn't even know that well.] I don't know. I've always felt really lucky--I know a lot of kids like me wind up in bad situations.
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Also have you seen a man explode but like, metaphorically]
What?!
[DON'T JUST ASK!!!! GIVE ME A MEMORY I'LL KILL YOU]
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Are you in love!!
[ REPEATS IT... he's loud there's no way luke didn't hear him the first time ]
Oh, that must be it, isn't it!?
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[aaaAAAAAA EVERYONE'S GOING TO HEAR THIS!!!!!!! (they won't it's in PCs)]
She--I mean, it--it's not like that!
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he's like, excited about this. he's so happy for him. ]
It seems like it is! [ it is like that!!! ] Good for you, Luke! What a wonderful thing, to be in love!
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I really think you've got the wrong idea... [PLEASE. THIS IS HOW DEATH COMES FOR HIM ONCE MORE.] We're not--together. You know?
[DOES SIDON KNOW WHAT DATING IS? HOW DO FISHPEOPLE WORK HE DOESN'T KNOW.]
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luke dies for the third time. ]
So you love her, but you are not coupled?
[ does he understand dating...? guess we'll find out. ]
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HE DOESN'T WANT TO ANSWER THIS BUT SIDON IS SO GENUINE...... FINE...........]
Something like that.
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for what it's worth, sidon does not tease him. he reaches and gives him a supportive little shoulder squeeze instead. ]
I understand! You can love... or be in love with someone and not with them. [ for any number of reasons ] But it's clear she cares for you as well. And you are a wonderful, intelligent person!
[ HE THINKS HE HAS A SHOT, IF HE WANTS TO TAKE IT..... ]
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The shoulder squeeze breaks his arm (no). HE FEELS SO TINY BESIDE SIDON THIS IS THE WORST THING EVER. LIAR MODE ACTIVATE!!!]
Ah... well--she's a caring person, and I'm still her family no matter what, after all. [Smile!! It tastes like acid in his mouth but at least he's lived with this basically his wholeass life, since he never confessed like a weenie.] As long as she's happy, I am too.
[That one is a tad more sincere; he treasures her happiness more than anything else in the world. It is, in fact, the leading cause for most of his stupidest decisions, such as ghosting her for eight years and lying about his impending death.]
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he smiles, though it's a little less of the exuberant glee of finding out that luke is in LURVE. it's small, sincere. ]
I understand. It's important to love people that way.
[ loving others so much that their happiness can become yours. he feels that broadly as a prince towards his people, but of course individual affections are to be treasured too. ]
...I hope you know that she probably feels the same way. That your happiness and safety are something valuable.
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Luke can't even lose his mind about tiny baby Sidon BECAUSE THIS IS SAD... truly the void picked equal opportunity grief doxxing. Luke is a massive hypocrite, so even though he pawed at Sidon to try and make him stop Perceiving, he reaches out now to put a comforting hand on Sidon's arm.]
You miss her.
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I do, yes. [ he does. he lets out a huff. ] But it was a long time ago.
[ a pause, considering. ]
...Maybe that's silly of me to say. These things have a way of staying with you, no matter how the years pass.
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No Luke doesn't do that. He does think it though.]
Yeah. [...Okay fine he'll be nice. HE IS SHARING... JUST FOR YOU, SIDON...] I don't remember my parents, but I still visit their graves every year.
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he gives his arm a squeeze. ]
I'm sorry.
[ which sounds a bit rote, but he is. loss is so personal and individual, but he does sort of understand. he doesn't usually talk about this either, even if he isn't secretive. ]
I do believe time makes things easier! [ it soothes the anger of a wound. ] But I know that even if the memory fades, it leaves an... absence, I suppose. There's still learning to live around it.
[ what's lost doesn't just fill back in. a missing memory isn't just replaced wholesale with new ones. ]
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Mm, I guess so. [Truly, he has shoved these emotions so far down, committing fully to the part of being Not A Burden since before he was even in school. It feels incredibly bizarre to think about it now, let alone talk about it with someone he, arguably, doesn't even know that well.] I don't know. I've always felt really lucky--I know a lot of kids like me wind up in bad situations.