he grins when luke does not kick him in the face, giving him a big kiss on the cheek!! it's energetic, the kind of chuu that's just a big MWAH sound. ]
Yes! I feel even more energized today than usual!
[ he is a creature powered by affection to begin with ]
[YOU SAY THIS WHEN SCION IS RIGHT THERE ON OUR GY POST
Thank you for putting him down Sidon. They can hold hands, mostly because Sidon is just too much of a natural at this for it to even stand out as unusual. THIS IS TRULY JUST LIKE SIDON GOT CAFFEINATED.]
I think most of us would agree that the best person to see them was you.
BUT HELP NOT THE LEASH PULLING!!! Luke laughs a little, but he lets himself be dragged to... TO WHERE. WHERE ARE THEY GOING.]
That's a pretty generous read on us, but I won't burst your bubble. [His tone is light, though, joking. This graveyard is fully of petty asshole nerds, but they are also all his water bottles and he would die for them.]
[They should get distracted by E(` but backwards)pc*t yeah
Also seizes this opportunity because Sidon is like one of the only people I can do this to since no one else in this fucking graveyard is SMOOCHING!!! SMASHES MY MUG]
[ ANNA STARTED THAT I AM JUST STANDING HERE!!!!!! ]
Ah, so it's just good-natured curiosity?
[ teasing. he smiles, and it's true that he's not embarrassed. little could make him (metaphorically) blush. but there is a moment of something—very mildly sheepish. ]
But I guess you could say that. I care about him very much.
Does Luke know what sheepishness looks like on a Zora face... unclear.]
Kind of, yeah. I guess I'm not that surprised, though. Tense situations show you who a person is pretty quickly.
[So it's a lot easier to see someone's values and character than it normally would be, he thinks. It's why he still trusts some people he hasn't spoken to since Week 0, after all--why he's so passionate about defending Margaret, even though he didn't have all that much time as her roommate.
But also--listen. Sometimes... you've been in love with a girl for almost your entire life... and even though you've obviously watched people get into relationships around you, you're still like :O? to see it happen in real time. This would be such a good opportunity to like... ask questions... learn things...
it is very true that trauma, mayhem, and hardship makes everyone closer. he already would've been friends with everyone instantly here, but now—he feels close to them. it's a little different, for someone as sociable as him.
but there are different kinds of closeness. this is something they could discuss. but sidon is still a young man, mentally. he's not sure how to navigate this conversation either. ]
Um! Yes! That's true... [ ... ] Is there anyone you like, Luke? Besides Rosa?
Also help this is so stupid JUST TWO YOUNG DUDES LIKE :) YEP... COOL... But also I'm sorry to tell you that you're dreaming if you think he's going to be honest about this in any way]
Ah? Oh--no, no. [HE. WELL. He didn't want to admit to liking Rosa even though it's blatantly obvious but you know what, enough people know the Truth by now that he will. Go with this. FINE! Whatever.] Do I seem like I have time for that?
[This is a poor argument because Sidon is with Viktor, he is realizing, but it is too late now so he will commit]
WHY ARE THEY BOTH BEING USELESS i hate it here. but he already bullied him about rosa... the truth is out...... ]
It's true you all do keep very busy!
[ he gets that. ]
I don't have time to chase after dalliances at home, either. [ he's not a slut no matter how many sex headcanons the gy has ] But I think it's fine to accept if happiness presents itself. Sometimes it doesn't take any extra time or effort to form a connection...
...Yeah. [He says, after a moment of thoughtful quiet.] I can understand that.
[He can't remember a time when he didn't know he loved Rosa, but--this concept, at least, isn't difficult for him to grasp. Especially down here, when they're all so close together all the time. How could he not form connections of his own? Even something simple, like greeting Dahut every morning or taking trips to the Night Market with Shouxue.
Spotting those moments of happiness isn't difficult, especially when they shine so brightly in contrast to everything else they're dealing with. And he knows, of course, what it's like to find that in a person. Accepting it, though, or even pursuing it... well. That's a very different struggle, at least for Luke, who has never put himself and his desires first. Sidon says it like it's easy, and Luke can only attribute this to another difference between them--something to admire about Sidon, but that he can't apply to himself.]
It's a good thing. Anything that helps us hold on down here is.
[ the connections they have, love and care in all forms—maybe there's a science to it, but he thinks if they are roaming souls, then there's an important to the bonds they've made. they have to be anchored here somehow, lest they end up like the ghosts.
he isn't really talking about romance, though it could apply there, too. he is just a little more reckless with his feelings, whether it's excitement or love or whatever else. ]
Whatever happens, or however much longer we all have together it seems a waste not to treasure this time to its fullest! Whether it is... love, or friendship, or all the steps inbetween.
[ what's there to lose, bringing someone else happiness? ]
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GONNA PICK HIM UP UNLESS HE STOPS HIM ]
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Luke isn't that cute, but it is affection week so Sidon may do this without Luke's self-defense reflexes kicking in. HE IS PICKED UP.]
You have so much energy--!
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he grins when luke does not kick him in the face, giving him a big kiss on the cheek!! it's energetic, the kind of chuu that's just a big MWAH sound. ]
Yes! I feel even more energized today than usual!
[ he is a creature powered by affection to begin with ]
The atmosphere is a little different, isn't it!?
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It's better than last week, that's for sure. [He shocks no one by saying this]
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It was unfortunate. Everyone reliving such painful memories...
[ he doesn't even really have many secret feelings, it's just lame to make people relive trauma ]
But if we had to pick out a silver lining on these clouds—I feel a bit closer to you all as well!
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Thank you for putting him down Sidon. They can hold hands, mostly because Sidon is just too much of a natural at this for it to even stand out as unusual. THIS IS TRULY JUST LIKE SIDON GOT CAFFEINATED.]
I think most of us would agree that the best person to see them was you.
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unfortunately this really is just him dialed up to 11. just gently pulling him along. it's very dog-leash-pulling vibes. ]
Nonsense! Anyone who saw my memories was very gracious.
[ also he bullied luke ]
I don't know if I'd describe everyone here as gentle, but they're certainly decent folk.
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BUT HELP NOT THE LEASH PULLING!!! Luke laughs a little, but he lets himself be dragged to... TO WHERE. WHERE ARE THEY GOING.]
That's a pretty generous read on us, but I won't burst your bubble. [His tone is light, though, joking. This graveyard is fully of petty asshole nerds, but they are also all his water bottles and he would die for them.]
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Mostly decent!
[ it's said like jk even if it's true ]
I know I haven't been here very long—I suppose none of us have—but I do feel a connection with everyone.
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Also seizes this opportunity because Sidon is like one of the only people I can do this to since no one else in this fucking graveyard is SMOOCHING!!! SMASHES MY MUG]
Especially Viktor, right?
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Trying to get a bit of revenge on me, Luke?
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No. You'd have to be embarrassed about it for it to be revenge. [And he doesn't think Sidon gets embarrassed about... anything, really...]
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Ah, so it's just good-natured curiosity?
[ teasing. he smiles, and it's true that he's not embarrassed. little could make him (metaphorically) blush. but there is a moment of something—very mildly sheepish. ]
But I guess you could say that. I care about him very much.
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Does Luke know what sheepishness looks like on a Zora face... unclear.]
Kind of, yeah. I guess I'm not that surprised, though. Tense situations show you who a person is pretty quickly.
[So it's a lot easier to see someone's values and character than it normally would be, he thinks. It's why he still trusts some people he hasn't spoken to since Week 0, after all--why he's so passionate about defending Margaret, even though he didn't have all that much time as her roommate.
But also--listen. Sometimes... you've been in love with a girl for almost your entire life... and even though you've obviously watched people get into relationships around you, you're still like :O? to see it happen in real time. This would be such a good opportunity to like... ask questions... learn things...
...
...
...
yeah...]
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it is very true that trauma, mayhem, and hardship makes everyone closer. he already would've been friends with everyone instantly here, but now—he feels close to them. it's a little different, for someone as sociable as him.
but there are different kinds of closeness. this is something they could discuss. but sidon is still a young man, mentally. he's not sure how to navigate this conversation either. ]
Um! Yes! That's true... [ ... ] Is there anyone you like, Luke? Besides Rosa?
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Also help this is so stupid JUST TWO YOUNG DUDES LIKE :) YEP... COOL... But also I'm sorry to tell you that you're dreaming if you think he's going to be honest about this in any way]
Ah? Oh--no, no. [HE. WELL. He didn't want to admit to liking Rosa even though it's blatantly obvious but you know what, enough people know the Truth by now that he will. Go with this. FINE! Whatever.] Do I seem like I have time for that?
[This is a poor argument because Sidon is with Viktor, he is realizing, but it is too late now so he will commit]
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WHY ARE THEY BOTH BEING USELESS i hate it here. but he already bullied him about rosa... the truth is out...... ]
It's true you all do keep very busy!
[ he gets that. ]
I don't have time to chase after dalliances at home, either. [ he's not a slut no matter how many sex headcanons the gy has ] But I think it's fine to accept if happiness presents itself. Sometimes it doesn't take any extra time or effort to form a connection...
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...Yeah. [He says, after a moment of thoughtful quiet.] I can understand that.
[He can't remember a time when he didn't know he loved Rosa, but--this concept, at least, isn't difficult for him to grasp. Especially down here, when they're all so close together all the time. How could he not form connections of his own? Even something simple, like greeting Dahut every morning or taking trips to the Night Market with Shouxue.
Spotting those moments of happiness isn't difficult, especially when they shine so brightly in contrast to everything else they're dealing with. And he knows, of course, what it's like to find that in a person. Accepting it, though, or even pursuing it... well. That's a very different struggle, at least for Luke, who has never put himself and his desires first. Sidon says it like it's easy, and Luke can only attribute this to another difference between them--something to admire about Sidon, but that he can't apply to himself.]
It's a good thing. Anything that helps us hold on down here is.
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[ the connections they have, love and care in all forms—maybe there's a science to it, but he thinks if they are roaming souls, then there's an important to the bonds they've made. they have to be anchored here somehow, lest they end up like the ghosts.
he isn't really talking about romance, though it could apply there, too. he is just a little more reckless with his feelings, whether it's excitement or love or whatever else. ]
Whatever happens, or however much longer we all have together it seems a waste not to treasure this time to its fullest! Whether it is... love, or friendship, or all the steps inbetween.
[ what's there to lose, bringing someone else happiness? ]